Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Meditation



Poetry and Pic. by; LadySelene 10/10/2012

Meditation

I am beckoned down a long narrow passage  
Salty Ocean mist caresses my sky clad body, 
Slowly I glide through the midst of lightly swirling fog
there is a vague image forming in the near future

The image becomes my present, it’s a locked door
Only I hold the key in the palm of my hand
I feel the warmth beyond as my left palm radiates
My Senses are held captive as I drift to the other side

Eyes see only black, ears can no longer hear
the feeling on my sky clad body is no more
the scent of the Salty Ocean has been removed
there is no need to speak, tho Im sure I have no voice

I exist motionless, emotionless, comatose in a time warp
a hot Blue feeling begins to emerge in my toes
Encompassing me slowly consuming me entirely
my senses are released one by one

Now in the Astral world, surrounded by beauty
 I look down to see my mortality listless in a bed
My Soul soars freely with the Ravens, Fairies & Bats
Above the trees, clouds, I am now one with the Night

Monday, October 8, 2012

Reality Collapsed




Poetry and Pic. by; LadySelene 9/2/2012


Reality Collapsed

Permeant impressions from consistent descending tears 
My Reality collapsed while I was walking the Astral Plane 
Now enveloped in dispassionate somber destruction 
Feeling completely betrayed by life, yet again

I Beseech the Goddess God to bestow happiness once more
Allow My Soul to feel the radiance of Father Sun, Mother Moon
My eyes to consume the penetrating beauty of the Ocean
My heart to escape the confinements of this icy black Dungeon  

Society's Prison



Poetry and Pic. by; LadySelene 10/8/2012

 Society's Prison

I feel mutated, aborted, as I waste away in my now Sullen world.
Filled with agonizing mutant pain, making me feel like a catalyst

I indulge in reminiscence, my past has been untimely devoured
Where once lived happiness, now a darkened necropolis

Disfigurement has caused me to be the forsaken one
In a desolate prison of Society’s Device   

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Binding Love




Poetry by; LadySelene 9/4/2012 

Binding Love 

He tried to hurt me, I looked at him & laughed.
He tried to use, abuse me, I showed him I was strong.
He tried to control me, the rebel in me returned.
 He tried to own me, I then told him he had to leave.
Before we were done, he was begging me to stay.
I gave him an Evil Smile, as I turned to walked away.

Solitude






Poetry by; LadySelene 9/4/2012 

Solitude

I needed to live in solitude, I had to break alone
If I remained, I would have kept it buried deep.
The cold, darkness that resided in my heart, 
this was my Journey,I had to travel alone.
My heart was in prison, emotions nonexistent.
Allowed no one to Enter, remained sheltered, alone.
Never laughed, could’t cry, feelings were a thing in my past.

Home Again





Poetry by; LadySelene 9/4/2012

Home Again

 I have the desire to fly away,
above the clouds and stars.
 Fly home to Mother Moon,
home again,
where I should be.
 Where she would heal my spirit,
take away all my scars.
 Remove all my nightmares,
Delete the Hurts & Pains I feel..

Destitution





Poetry and Pic. by; LadySelene 9/2/2012

Destitution

Solitary I stand in a world Filled with Destitution
Constantly searching for answers, to find Resolution

Filled with Blackness, Emptiness, Cold Sullen Gloom
Light tries to Mutate My Darkness, it mocks a Dead Room

Will I ever find Mirth in my world again
Perhaps the Black will Forever leave its stain

My heart has been Ravaged, shattered, Destroyed
Where it once existed now is just an Icy Void    

Luv Massacred




Poetry and Pic. by; LadySelene 9/4/2012 

Luv Massacred

I had to leave to keep my Spirit alive.
It was the only way it could survive.
 Hurting you. never entered my mind
I loved you more than you’ll ever know.
 I ran that night deeply into the dark.
Pain, numbness, hurt, I was trying to evade.
 Loneness embraced me, held me tightly.
I became numb, emotionless, filled only with Dark.
 I died inside that night I ran from you & our Home.
Memory's were deleted, replaced with emptiness. 
One night dreams, visions, returned again.
I remembered you, the life we once shared. 
How could I go on, in this world I now face alone.
It’s strange, frightening, & such an empty place.
I’ll never love another, my heart resides in you.
Your love for me, I massacred, nothing I can now do.

The End





Poetry by; LadySelene 9/4/2012

The End

My heart beats only for you 
of this you can be totally sure.
My eyes cry as I think of what we lost, 
that night I walked out the door.
I left you, not realizing you would just let me go.
 my world was crashing, that night, it came to an end.
I hate the idea of you, now, being just a friend.
I cringe with Pain when I see her hands on you.
I go crazy not knowing where to run, what to do.
That smile on my face it’s only for show.
Deep inside is more sorrow than you'll ever know.

Monday, October 1, 2012

Faceless Voices





Poetry & Picture by;LadySelene

Faceless Voices

Walking Solitary in the park 
Sitting quietly alone by the Sea.
My mind starts to wonder 
what will become of me!
Symbolic arms around me 
Sometimes hold me tight.
I have Horrific memories, 
they haunt me through the night.
I see faceless voices, call to me, 
I hear intense hurt, pain from past
never to be free to trust again
Nor to feel Love I need so much.